Motivation..

By this time of the year many things are playing into the fact that I have ABSOLUTELY NO motivation to do anything except, well, sleep! It's late in the year, school seems to be dragging out, the weather is still kind of crappy and for Gods sake I'm run down.
I wouldn't call myself an A+ student by any means, I never have been, but that doesn't take away from the fact that I could be if I really wanted to. But I don't. Hell I don't even care to be a 'B' student. Why? You tell me.
My motivation dwindles more and more every day and I don't know how to make it stop. I have tried to do things to spice up my school life like buy new pencils, notebooks and folders (that's always fun) IT DIDN'T WORK, I tried getting up and eating and working out in the morning, that just made me more tired.
Could it be physiological? Well I went to the Dr. and he said he doesn't think I'm depressed at all it is just simply a lack of motivation.
Last but not least I asked my mom and of course she says "Jacki, graduating on time should be enough motivation."....thanks for nothing, MOM!

-SO HERE IS MY GAME PLAN-

And this blog is going to help me keep track and help me to be held accountable to a healthier more motivated life style.

- Every day regardless of when I have class I will be up at 9:00 eating breakfast

- I will not nap during the day (that has become a habit for me) therefore helping me to go to sleep earlier and sleep better at night

- I will go to sleep every night by 11:30, well be in bed.

- No more fast food, or eating at work.

- No more drinking soda

- Last but not least I want to work on self motivating myself, being more positive from the second I wake up until the second I go to sleep, finding positive reasons to wake up, go to class and work!